Great~

Hey-ya blog...
Um, today was a G-R-E-A-T day.
Watched the movie Avatar @ MV.
But i wasn't fully concentrating anyway =]
Met a few bunch of friends along the way.

Today is Christmas Eve.
Tonight i'm going to Ai's house to have fun.
Next Wednesday i might go Sam's house for a party too.
Yup, a few more days till all hell breaks lose and the horror of school starts again.
Aaar life~ hehe!

A new year, a new begining...
hohoho~

decided to un-private this space again.

i had to choose between best friend and boy friend.

haiz.

tough day.

Anyway, Christmas is coming!!! =D

But, this year dunno why, not very merry...

Nevermind then.

2010 is coming.

Scared~! T^T

Genting Duty!!!

these are all the available photos of genting trip + duty (for 3 days)

malas wana upload banyak banyak.

Actually Jian Hua uploaded many pics on Facebook BUT Mr.Yee say we cannot upload pictures of duty.

Sooo, terpaksa cancel.

So sorry, limited pictures.

And worse of all,

DUTY HOURS IN A PAID DUTY DOESN'T COUNT!

So, went Genting to duty for nothing.

No duty hour -.-

Aih~

Came back with swollen toes man.

Is it worth it?

I dunno.

Haha!

W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R-!

cao~!

ooo P.S :
in the above picture, you might wonder why Yao's expression was like O.O
well, is somebody ask me, i MIGHT tell =P

*ASK MEEE!!!  XD

Don't X out Christ in CHRISTMAS ! ☺

Everyone's preparing for this Christmas season.
Going shopping, buying new clothes, gifts...
But what's really important is the heart.
Preparing ourself for the coming of Christ.
YES!
Never forget that He diied on the cross to save our sins =)
So for that, BE GREATFUL!
And don't X out the Christ in CHRISTMAS.
HE is what Christmas is all about  =3

Me ♥ my family and friends ☺



Owh~
And one last thing...

I ♥ CK! ☺

Privacy Accomplished

I'm down with the flu!!!!
OKOK...
if anyone's wondering why i have to put you guys into such trouble with my blog, well it's cuz i needed some privacy...
YES my dears, PRIVACY!!

Ok so, WE went out on da 9th.
Actually it was almost canceled but alas! We managed ;)
The whole day was fun EXCEPT my outfit choice was totally not meee~!
CUZ i didn't bring my clothes to g.ma house to change...
SOOO~ had to wear...
aunt's top... and... freaking slippers.
paise ><
Well i didn't get to watch New Moon,

instead, watched Ninja Assassin

WALAO! a lot of blood man!

And besides, i had to FAKE that i was a genuis above 18 girl. Hah!

Is it me, or do i NOT look like my age???? O.o

like a small kid ke?

Anyway, i haven't had fun for quite a long time liao...

And! I found out the ugly truth!

Some people cannot be trusted.

My ex aka SAKAI that i USED to respect after the break up means NOTHING to me now that he backstab me and bad mouth me to him.

PLUS! another hypocrite guy who's name is SH!

He's another terrible fella.

Well, enough expressing...

Genting trip is coming up. EXCITED!

But i won't be around for Nic's bday.

He kind tak syok me BUT i promised to get him a present.

Hmmmm see how ba...

Ok, enough ler.

Cao!

Before i log off, just wana scribble some thing else.

Happy early Birthday Nic!

He's the cutest brother any sister could want.

And not to mention the craziest!

We're like 2 psychos that just escaped from Tanjung Rambutan.

UNSTOPABLE!

*no wonder i don't look my age XP

today
it seems like everything is a mess

feel like i'm being watched
i have this feeling that i've still a niave little brat.

but how could this be?
i'm already 16 years old?
crazy much?

i've decided.
i wana strip my blog of all pictures
at least, those that i don't want to show.

cuz, what will they say?
i don't know what to answer them
if they shoot me with all sorts of questions then

i wana be a decent girl
a nobody
who cares wheter i'm following the trend or not
i can survive.
i can

privacy is all i need now
maybe i'll turn this into a private blog soon.
my fingers just won't stop itching.

i think next time
updates will only be on description stuff.
i think i'll cut down on the pictures.

actually i started a blog
with an intention
thinking that i would be a pen and paper thing
i didn't expect people to come follow my blog
or visiting this site so frequently

i need my space
no not the popular MySpace thingy
i'm talking about m-y-s-p-a-c-e!

maybe i wana crawl back into a shell
and stay there for as long as possible.

HELL!

do most people get this kind of feeling?
or is it just me.

i don't wana ba a somebody
i wana be a NO-body.
maybe i just don't wana socialise anymore.

i think some thing is wrong with my brain yet again.
maybe it's one of those days where your hair gets all tangled up
and your breath stinks of garlic
and people won't wana go near you cuz you stink like raw fish paste
(just saying)

i am a lunatic
beware!
for sometimes i get scared of my ownself too

Lord, i'm only 16 and i need guidance in life
what has gotten into me?
where's the ohm that i used to have?
all gone?
cannot be...
is it rapped?
i think so...
do i wana find it?
HELL YEAH!

the Christine that you know, may not be her true self
she is just an ordinary girl
with hopes and dreams feelings too

when you look at her
that's what you get
so don't try to turn her into a person she's not

and
there's no such thing as wishing upon a star
those are just bull-shit
lies
stupdi stuff

ever heard of a song named 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams'
i some how fancy that song right now
so emoitic

i need to right dose of the right medication
to get myself back into normal mode

gosh it's long since i've typed such a long post
feel relieved?
yes

actually
i don't know how to describe how i'm feeling now
i don't like to do things 'in the dark'
perfer openess
but somehow i don't do 'openess' as often as i should
i don't come clean to question like "do you have a bf" and stuff
i never ╳

so, is hiding things a good thing to do?
OBVIOUSLY no
so then, what the hell am i doing with my life

damn Christine you're such a dumb ass!
......
but then again
i wonder why i start calling myself names
this was suppose to be a 'speak your mind' post

ARGH!!

and
i think...
i have a dilemma

i prefer to hang out with boys rather than girls
or at least it was like that the last time i checked

yup
i hang with people of the opposite gender more
and if people didn't know better
they'll think Ai and Dy are guys too (sorry to say)

believe it or not
i take advices from male friends
girls too, but i can count the amount of girl whom i truly trust

maybe it's cuz i feel that girls ♀
are plain b!itches in some cases
very often they back stab behind each other's backs

but for guys ♂
they're totally different
they stick to their friends like super glue
on second thought
i change my comment
make that super super super glue
(well not all, at least 70% of them, i think)

so
i don't know what is there left to say

true friends are hard to find
in fact, they only come by once in a blue moon
chances are, like,
equvalent to the chance of teaching a cat how to bark
(well it's crazy, but not IMpossible, i guess...)

but!
even if the whole world turns their back on you
you can TOTALLY
ABSOLUTELY
100%
NO DOUBT

you
can
count
on
God

the miracle worker ^^
my place of shelter

haha~
ok i guess this is enough for today's express-so...
time to get a good night's sleep

hopefully 9th of December will be a great day
and FYI: i'm still wondering what to wear
yes i know it's only a day away~!
bullocks!~

ok
good night bloggie
i need to get some good sleep

Amen ♥

☞ sometimes i wonder how's it like to be an angel