203 days, according to FM117...

Hell, had terrible diarrhea these days, dunno what's wrong with me...
Today is so not my day...
Awful, terrible, sucky, shit, tahi, crap, idiotic, stupid, hell...

I dont wana continue lying anymore.
Enough is enough...
I had to do it...

Stupid christine...
She's stupid...
Plan to tell on 2nd day...
Stupid christine anne...

Argued... First time today...
It never happened before, not as serious as this (i feel).
Is the situation changed?
Or am i the one who feels that...
Things changed in just a few hours...

Complete strangers...
Is this how it's gonna be?
But i cannot don't care...
I'm glued...
Can you help unglue me?

Tears...
People tell me, let it flow...
I say, i'm flowing like a tap here...
But it doesn't help ease the situation...

If you ask me am i dying...
The answer is no.
NO.
I'm still very much alive.
Endure it, and you'll be the toughest kid on the block...

Wait...
Just wait...
Things will fall in to place...

In years to come, i'll look back at this moment and laugh...
Laugh at myself...
Laugh at you...
Laugh at us.

I'm done sobbing.
Nothing else to say.
No comments to give.

Just wait...
And like i said, things will fall into place.
Someday...
And that day, will come.

I believe so...

Daddy says...

Daddy says a good leader stands up and fights for their subordinates when they are being "attacked".

That proves that person has leadership qualities wor...

O.O it makes me wonder....

BRACES NO MORE!! ^^

TODAY, I FEEL GOOD!!!

YOU KNOW WHY????

CUZ....

TODAY! I GOT MY BRACES REMOVED!!!

HOHO!!!

Notice my teeth are metal-FREE?? hehe~

Soooo happy! Althought i am still trying to get use to the metal-less teeth ^^
Sooo darn happy! During lunch, i don't need to keep minding about food stucking in between the gaps or anything.
I'm free from misery and hell! YAY!! ^^
No more agonising pain... Now it's like SM00TH and SHiNY
*haha maybe the shiny part is a little over exagerrating XP

BUT i need to wear retainers to align the teeth lar.
Owh well, it's MUCH better than to have metal poking around in my mouth =D
And just in time for the up coming CNY celebrations =)

Plus, today i'll be attending a relative's wedding dinner. HOHO!
Smile for da camera babey~! :D

And, St John week is just next week. Can't wait for the exhibition.

OKAY peeps! Toodles~ :D

SMILE  :D

xoxo

Christine ♡

DULL day :(

Today, suppose to go gai gai... But didn't cuz bro's sick.
So, had to stay at home...
I would sound like a rebelious freak if i start mourning and cursing here.
But i do feel down now...
I wanna go shopping lar, dun wana be stranded here... SIGH~
My inner self is asking me to be more reasonable...
Well, i'll try to.
Cuz i wanna go out i missed a quite important meeting, and now.... sigh... dunno lar!

I've been listening to Smile by Uncle Kraker. Hope it helps ease me up...

RANDOM xp

Today is a Friday... i didn't go to school cuz i'm not taking BC paper. In other words, i ponteng *yay meee!*

Today since i'm super darn free, decided to catch up on my sleep. So guess what time i woke up?
DENG DENG DENG~ 12pm! WOOHOO~!
I haven't be able to sleep like that for a long time already... Well the last time i have a sleeping routine like that was during the previous school holidays... but who cares??!! HAHA!

And since today is a FREE FRIDAY ^^ i've decided to come on9 and blog, once again.

Lately have been feeling very high + crazy + odd. HOHO!
That day mum was washing her car cuz wana get rid of the bird shit. That day i was studying Chem. And, duno what made me told me mum "mummy, bird shit hor, dun wash, must LICK!"
XD !!! mummy started at me with a 'oh gosh my daughter is crazy, God please save my soul' kind of look.
HAHA!!! later on, i started asking my parents "got anybody hor, go form4 but take form5 tuition then go form5 only take form5 tuition or not leh?" Daddy was like "you got fever today is it?"

LOL! But actually i did had fever recenly. I wasn't feeling too good that day either. HAH!

Well, cao now....
Nick wana invade this laptop now...
HEHE!

PS: currently feeling that i'm quite useless as a gf. but who cares!!! XP

My Brains Have Been Deep-fried! Hangus sumor...

Is this how form 5 life should be?
Being stucked to books and busy tuition schedule?
Why last year's students (from what i observe) do not have the same "intense" feeling that i'm having now 的...
And it's only January leh =X
Me paranoid? Maybe...
我不要以这种方法过 form5!
Sucky leh!
Wana have time to play also =(
I hope the "study pressure" doesn't eat me up...

My brains have been deep-fried!

Hangus sumor...

Well, all the best to all for...

Intervensi Satu!

BIG FAT DISAPPOINTMENT =(

Hmmm, fisrt day of school was terrible. Miss Khor told us we are gona have exams on the 18th of JANUARY! Alor pengsan man~ ish ish ish~ HATE IT!

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Heard of the recent boom blasting of churches in Malaysia lately? Sad sad sad. Read all about it on MSN news. I don't know what to say. SO disappointing... Why are people behaving like uncivilised human beings? Burning up places and causing unese in the country. Pray pray pray~

THE WORLD NEEDS LOVE!

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Ushering the New Year with S-T-Y-L-E

Happy New Year!

Today went to Metro Prima Space Art to take a look at some of Nic's camp picture. Was looking around at the pictures when i saw Chung Yao and Chau Chee's pictures there. GOSH! Terkejut sial! My famly and i then went into a video room to watch the camp video. Then i saw Chung Yit and Yao's sis at a corner. Looked to another corner i saw Yao pulak XD looking at the video and he had a 'syok sendiri' laugh on his face. We talked too loud till an aunty 'sshhhhhh' at us. Malu-nya~

After the Space Art thingy, family decided to go out shopping @ Sogo. I placed my thumb at the side of the door and when Nic was about to go in, BOOM! My finger was stucked there. It took me a few seconds then only i felt the pain. Then when i took my thunb out, there was no feeling for awhile. It was numb. later on the pain came, and blood started to flow out. WALAO! I was like 'ouch, ouch, ouch...'. Wanted to cry but held back my tears. From a shopping spree, it turned into a hunt for plaster at the Pharmacy. Sigh... Luckily it wasn't my right hand. If not i won't be able to right cuz my thumd is pain and numb. Sigh~

What a way to usher the new year. I did it with 'S-T-Y-L-E'
X)

My Thoughts

There are a few things on my mind. Can't seem to shake them off...

Know how it's like to be compared?? Well it kinda sucks... It does suck, actually! Suddenly feel i'm much better without anyone (him). Weird? Probably... Gf material... hmmm, ever wonder what that is? Does it mean it's the 'material' a girl comes with? Short? Tall? Fat? Thin? Pretty? Ugly? (or so they call it)... Well, i believe people will accept me for being just me, and not trying to be somebody else. And uh, i feel i'm happy with the way things are... So i don't feel a need to change (not for you or anybody else, keep that in mind).

Miss my friends. Can't wait to be back in school! Although it does seem odd for anyone to look forward to school. But, i somehow feel connected to them. Ai, Lim Chee, Yao... Basically the gang. It feels nice to actually hang out with people that you can be yourself with and not with someone where you have to wear different kind of 'mask' in front of them. Yup. And it's our last year of school next year. I want the best of everything! (Please, Lord). I wana make things worth while it lasts. I really can't wait for school. *smile =)
Yea yea, i know he won't be there... But so what? I think i can live without em. I believe i did + can + will survive! After all, he has his own 'i'm-free-and-i can-do-whatever-i-want' life now. I so hope he gets another girl out there and leave me heart broken like a piece of junk here at TBM.

Lately i haven't been praying much. I mean really, i start my day with text messages and end my day with text messages too. Mum says if i continue being glued to my phone she will take it away from me... Ouch~ i don't want that. I think i should ignore my phone and start reconnecting with God again. Lately i can't feel His presence. Cuz i'm glued to me idiotic phone! *sigh

Well it's still morning... Shall enjoy the last few days of my holidays while it last. Haha, somehow i feel like throwing my precious phone away. I mean, who needs it? Many people before us 21th century freaks appeared did not have cell phone and they can even survive till 100++ of age. Hah!

Anyways, cao~! It's Code Geass time *wink

i don't wanna miss a thing

Code Geass series 1 done.
Now for number 2!
Hoho~
I'm thrilled =)

Hmmm~ these days i feel like i got nothing else to blog ler.
Might not update as frequent as i use to.
I'm quite of blogging already, actually.

Owh well, i'll update when i got anything interesting to say.
Ooo ooo, i started writing diary again.
A very simple one.
Just for fun.

Owh ya, the new Plasma TV just came.
Another piece of multimedia junk at home, i guess...
Don't know what to say...
Yay me? -.-
Um, hi new TV?
Lame...

Anyway, next year would be the last year of my secondary school life.
And i don't wanna miss a single thing!!
=)

Good luck everybody.
muax~